Never think but blurt it out

The more i thought I will write here the thinking has even vanished and that tells my depth of newly acquired skill of writing.
However the thing which has till now gave me strength are a few blogs that I have read which have had made sense to me and those are the special blogs where people just keep on writing and have grown to become super writers.

Of course the best one which I like is the Chris Pearson copyblogger which definitely shows his love and passion for writing and it also shows his immense talent. Good well done.
Coming from a mechanical bent of mind and being an engineer I could never fathom about the non engineering things especially very very subjective things like flair for writing, the artsy type folks and the way people can use paint brush to express themselves.
This again started a chain of thoughts and I am sure that all this will lead to me being a very changed person.

Ouch ouch -- I did not know that there are break up songs being written by people but I break ups do happen and it hurts. Well I hope i never need them ..

In fact to tell you the truth I am amzaed at myself for writing all these long posts for just about nothing and that too with very little framework to boot.

In stark contrast to my methodical way of life as well as job where the only thing you are sure of is that there will well defined measurements and metrics all around. Will you get a chance for creativity and I would say unless ofcourse making the header of the excel sheet a little bit better and fill that top header with colors. To tell you the truth I am ashamed at what I did and hopefully will never do that again.

I am now reading about 10 blog posts a day and those are all in my reader and I will share those with everyone including my wife.

Just if you are wondering why this title called the I love my wifey and I would say that I call her Wifey, I think in a cute way but she may have her own opnion about that . She never resisted the term.

The only think I can say is that she has been the most wonderful human being that I have met not because she is my wife but because she has been able to understand me alongwith my expressionless way of loving her. Yes that is the truth being blurted out here that I have never probably only in our brief courtship period said to her that I love you and will want to marry you.

After all these twelve years and several valentine's day and ten anniversaries I am yet to express my love to her in a manner which you see in movies.
We did go to movies together and held hands and had good candle light dinners but never said I love to her.

But a woman needs to hear that she is loved and that has to come out from a man's mouth and not some stupid card and some flowers.